Hello!
Long time no blog, haha. I was listening to music and all of a sudden felt the want to write something.
Life right now is great. And I say that even though my life circumstance isn't the best, but God has been more than great to me. I feel encouraged at this moment in my life. A lot of exciting things are getting ready to take place and I have so much to look forward to. Looking back at my previous blog post, I would have never imagined or seen myself in the position I am in now. I was scared back then, and in a dark place in my life. But only to prepare me for what was to come. I'm not sure if I wrote in the beginning of the year or not. But I had this strong feeling that this year I would experience God's love like no other.
I never really knew what love was or is and why people constantly put love down. But this year I have really gotten to walk in love and surround myself with love. Giving love and sharing love with others and embracing the love that God gives to me. I used to think when I was younger that love came when you really liked someone and it seemed like I was always falling in love with some boy. What I wanted was the feeling of being secured and important, I wanted to feel beautiful and approved. I looked for love and attention in all the wrong places. Only to be swept away by God's love.
God's love is amazing. And His love is true and genuine, here to stay forever and ever, and no one can separate me from His love. I experience His love by the touch of a gentle breeze across my face. Or the rays of the sun shinning down on me. I am truly starting to tear up a little bit thinking of His love. I just know that its great to have God before me and surrounding me. Without Him I'd be nothing, but with Him I have everything.
I want to grow deeper and deeper in love with Him. I really do. And I pray that God will allow for me to pour the love that He has shown me over everyone I come across and with a beautiful man.
Love is gorgeous, it's awesome, it's breath taking, it's what God has put in me to give out. And I have so much of it that I want to give.
I hope you take the chance to love unconditionally and do it all the time, without hesitation. JUST DO IT! It'll make you feel great. Walk in love.
-Alana.
